I'm Yayayayayaya.
My alter ego is Cara Degen.
20. Design Student. NAFA.
I'm loud and tiny.
I blog bout everything.
Joanne!|
Apiss!|
Fiza!|
Faizah!|
Fira|
Joey!|
Chery!|
By month:
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
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 You know what?FUCK YOU.I've had enough seriously.
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There a part of the list
Things that I miss
Things like your funny little laugh, the way you smile,
Or the way we kiss...
I just love this song♥
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 edison bby♥
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prawning/dinner/durian talk/almost puke/home
thanks to my 3 sayangssssss~
♥
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 So, Fira said she's gonna go watch some band performance at Esplanade. Band as in BAND! I thought it was gonna be some stupid performance and I really thought I was gonna sleep sia. But surprisingly, I got super excited when the thing started. Wanna know why?COS THE BLOODY PERCUSSIONIST AND CLARINETIST DAMN BLOODY FUCKING HOT!!!*fooooooooooooooooyooooooooooooo*SUPER BLOODY HOT!!!OMG!!!And they're from PHILHARMONIC YOUTH WINDS.
I swear they're damn good. And I'm very sure I'm gonna go to such concerts again.
BOYS IN THOSE GEEKY BANDS ARE SUPER DUPER CUTE!!!
(Oh oh, i think that malay(i think) percussionist with those cute glasses which he keeps on removing & that 3rd from left clarinetist are both super f-king damn hot!)
♥
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 i ♥ you, mike
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 Phuture!Before school reopens.Anybody cancel again i swear i'll kill you.But I still love you guys.*muacks muacks muacks*♥
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 You know what I miss so much about you?I miss the way you look at me.I miss the way you hold me when I need a hug, even when I don't need one.
I miss the way you look into my eyes.
I miss the way you kiss my nose & head whenever you send me home.
I miss the way you make me laugh.
I miss your silly flying kiss.
I miss the way you wink and smile at me.
I miss the way you scold me everytime I don't hold on to you on the bike.
I miss the way you help me with the strap of my helmet.
I miss the way you took 2 straws for me everytime I drink.
I miss the way you lie on my lap.
I miss the way you say "I love you"
I miss every single thing about you, except that huge FUCKING mistake that you did.
That's the only thing I don't miss about you.
I don't blame you.
It's fate.
I hate this.
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My Belated 20th Berfdayyyyy!
THIS IS LIKE MY 3RD BERFDAY SURPRISE!
omg!
almost died of heart attack.
too many to update.
Oh, pics all uploaded on FB and Tagged.
Too lazy to upload them here.
(:
Prawning/3RD BERFDAY CAKE/dinner/east coast/geylang tau hue/
shell/CAR BROKE DOWN/called for help/abg came from karaoke/(right)/
supper/punggol end/lepak/I DROVE THE CHEVY!/ joanne freaking out/
car broke down, AGAIN!/called and called but no help/slept/woke up/still stuck/
no help/yaya sleepy/chery depressed/issac super chill/joanne noisy/green snake/
hot weather/no food/no water/felt like fainting/stupid mechanic came/
stuck for 6 bloody hours/left that SWAY place at 12pm.
I SWEAR I'LL NEVER GO TO PUNGGOL END AGAIN!
All in all, this is like the best berfday ever. And of course, memorable.
Thanks guys for everything! I love you three! (:
*mwahhh*
And joanne, no more surprises k?
Haha!
I've had enough surprises on this 20th berfday of mine.
Haha.
THANKS SO SO MUCH, LOVESSS!
♥
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SUPER SURPRISE Ya-Nette's berfday bash!
22nd june !
 berfday girl!  pohpoh and joanne!  mine!  kev/youjin!  keith's!  nette/joanne's  pohlee's  apparently the waiter dropped our 2KG CHEESECAKE WITH STRAWBERRY TOPPING + OUR NAME ON IT and replaced it with these 2 pathetic cake. PFFTS!  make a wish seyyyyyy!  i love you all dummies!  :p  HOI! blow lehhhhhhh!  *phooooooooooooooooooooooo*  k get ready...  GO! (look at nette. hiding behing kevin.BABI)  hoiiii! nbcb!  berfday girl kena!  compare the berfday girl and the advance berfday girl? who kena worse? HMPHK!  Oh and aft clean-up, i was freezing cold. FUCK YOU GUYS! damn flat hair due to SABO MANIA!
OH AND ISSAC WONG TOOK FOREVER TO COME FETCH US!
haha.
joking joking!
All, in all, this is the best berfday ever.
THANKS GUYS!
Wo ai ni all!
*mwahhhhhhh*
♥
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one more thing happened.
on our way home in the car, joanne suddenly said she wanted to pee and said,
"yaya, i send you up k?"
Oh otay lorrrrrr!
Thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...
I went, "Assalamualaikummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm"
SUDDENLY...
(wah! like movie sia)
FIRAH HOLDING A BOX OF DONUTS WITH CANDLES!!!
(with mama n faizah behind her)
"HAPPY BERFDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUU...
HAPPY BERFDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUUU...
HAPPY BERFDAY KAK YAYA....
HAPPY BERFDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!"
i swear my jaw dropped to the floor!
and joanne was like, "I knew bout this, yaya"
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!
I was like screaching and screaming at the doorstep lorrr!
IDIOT SIA U JOANNE!
same goes to fira n faizah!
THEY BLOODY HELL PLANNED ALL THIS TGT LOR!
WITHOUT ME KNOWING!
Hahahaha.
So, that was my 2nd berfday cake.
I just love everysingle one of you who were involved in my berfday surprise and to all for the all those berfday wishes.
I LOVE YOU ALL!
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OMG!!!
I SWEAR THIS IS LIKE THE BEST BERFDAY EVERRRRRRRRRR!!!
(:
I swear I've never been surprised in my life before!
Hehe.
marina square/the gang/nette's berfday/my berfday eve/Changing Appetite Restaurant/dinner/K-PIANGGGG!!!/stupid waiter DROPPED our berfday cake(CBKIA!)/ replaced by 2 slices of some pathetic cake/berfday cake in our hair/cream on our faces/free ride home/surprise at the doorstep/AGAIN!
THANKS TO:
Joanne
Pohlee
Keith
Youjin
Kevin
Jeanette
Kakak
Adek2
Mama(the door opener)
HAHA!
I'll upload all the pics as soon as Joanne posts it on FB.
omg!
and my berfday is not even today!
IT'S TOMORROWWW!!!
Haha.
Anyway, I'm shag and I'll update everything by tomorrow k?
Nights!
♥
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 HAPPY BERFDAY, DONKEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~Hahahahaha!Cheyyyy, somebody 19 liaooooooo!You mati ar later I tell you!Hahahaha.Oh, celebrating this woman's berfday later liao.She's gonna get it from me!*evil laugh*Anyway, lerv you many2 liao. May you be happy growing old hor.WO AI NIIIIIII!!!♥
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 I'm having a major headache right at this moment.
Thanks to Adek & Kakak laughing and talking away in the car on our way home.
PENING SIAK KPALE OTAK AKU!
So, anyway, went Johor to tempah baju raye.
Hehe.
Still early right?
I KNOWWWW~
Haha.
Oh oh oh!
My baju raye this year will be kinda like off-white with those gold lace2 thingy for the outer layer. Hehe. We were sooo excited yesterday night that I even sketched out how I want our baju to look like. Haha.
.jpg) Irritating siak perangai!
Haha.
So anyway, tomorrow Nette's berfday liaooooooooooooooo!!!
WOOHOOOOO~
You mati lah sia tomorrow!
Hahaha.
Dalah, I'm off.
Pening siak kepale otak wa.
Dah Dah.
Byeeeeeeeeeee~
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 You are really making me confuse right now. What is it that you really want? I just can't simply let you off destroying your life that way, no. And I was pretty damn sure that it was you whom I was talking to yesterday, not him. So please, stop destroying your life. If I knew this was YOUR way of moving on, then I should have might as well stayed. I hate seeing you in this condition. What is your problem anyway? UGH!!! Please... just stop whatever you're doing to yourself...
Please...
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 It's either me or my life just got better.
These past few days daddy has been totally understanding.
TOTALLY!
Hmmm, why eh?
It's weird that he's not his usual strict self.
He said,"I don't mind what you wanna do so long as you know how to look after yourself."
WOW!
That is sooo unlike daddy.
YOU JUST TURNED COOLERRRRRRR, PAPAAAAAAA!!!
Hahahahaha!
But whatever it is, I still love you for who you are, Papa ♥
Errr, duet takmo lupe kasi eh, Pa?
Hehe
♥
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 And before I forget,Happy Berfday, Kak Chazzzzz!!!
♥
Movida ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh?
Hahahaha
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 OH-KAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
So, Wednesday confirm babe!
WOOHOOOOO~
So guys, make sure everyone confirm by Monday k?
AND TO ISSAC WONG, MAKE SURE YOU DRIVE HOR!
MAKE SURE HOR! :D
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Next wednesdayyyyyyyyyy!!!
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EH 5 MORE DAYS LAH SIALLLLLLLLL!
Excited pe geng?
Haha.
OMG!
Sooo can't wait siak.
(:
Anyway, I've finally watched She's The Man.
Yes, I know slow.
In fact, SLOW NAK MAMPOS!
But omg, the movie, OMG!
That Duke guy is like sooo damn cute.
Bloody moron!
Awkward idiot.
But OMGOMGOMG!
I can't help it but he's sooooooooo adorable!
*Kening naek2*
Otay stop.
Da, I'm off to bed.
Nights gengs!
♥
Oh, and I still love Victoria Beckham♥
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 So, met Zan today.
Sent lappy for servicing or whatever you call it.
OH AND ZAN, AKU HAPPY TIAP KALI KAU DA MSK GAJI.
Hahaha!
Hey I can't help it k kalo die nak blanje. Hehe.
BK/ Ming Arcade/ Starbucks/ Asap
WO AI NI ZANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~
♥
Where my party pa- party party pa-party people at?
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 *Deep breaths*
Otay, I'm dying.
Seriously.
I HATE SCHOOL VACATIONS!
Ughhhh!
There's nothing to do.
Really!
Thinking of getting a job after the trip.
But after giving it a thought, it's too late.
Anyway, sending lappy for servicing tmr.
Speaker prob.
AGAIN.
At least I have a reason to get out of the house.
Kalo klua tkde pape nak uat pon mendak siolllll.
K da. Tkmo step bbl fanatic.
Hmmm...
And these vacation, THERE'S NOTHING INTERESTING TO BLOG ABOUT!!!
Dalah, carik mknan pon baek.
Night-night darlingsssss~
(:
Oh oh, if only I can have a boy BFF.
♥
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 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
*laughing my ass off*
See, told you so.
TOLD YOU SOOOOOOOOO~
So now what?
Happy happy lah lagi.
Kan Nenek aku da ckp, sape kalo happy2 sgt nanti last2 die yg nanges.
Ah betol ar tu! :D
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 I ♥ VB
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 Tidak kah kau tahu sayang
Betapa ku sayang pada mu
Kerna kau insan yang ku cinta untuk selama-lamanya
Tapi disebaliknya apa yang kau berikan padaku
Kasih dan sayangku tiada pilunya di hatiku
Kini kau beruba
Kau tak seperti dulu
Mengapa sayang mengapa engkau jadi begini
Kini aku menyesal menyintaimu
Kerna cintaku dipermainkan secukup-cukupnya
Hampalah hatiku dalam percintaan
Kau membuat ku tidak mahu cinta lagi sayang
Mengapa engkau permainkan cinta yang sudah kita bina
Kini kau da tak sayang lagi
Berterus terang pada ku
Jangan lah engkau menyeksaku
Tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung
Dugaan cinta yang kau beri terhadap diriku
Sakitnya hatiku
Sampainya hatimu
Kau tidak melayan diriku seperti dahulu
Cuba kau rasakan apa yang telah ku rasa
Kini pasti kau juga akan menyesali cintaku
Kini air mata pun mula mengalir
Engkau masih belum berubah engkau tetap sama
Kini aku meminta maaf dengan hatiku dah tertutup
Untuk dirimu oh sayang
Lepaskan aku...
Bebaskan aku...
Pergilah sayang...
Jangan kembali lagi...
Cintaku dipermainkan...
i super love this song♥
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 I was surprised when she came to me and talked bout you.
Seriously.
I thought everything was over.
I never wanna get hurt by you again.
She told me everything and she saw everything.
I've got nothing to hide.
I told her every single thing that has been bothering me.
Every single thing.
But right now, everything is just too late.
Too late.
I can't seem to go back to you.
And the worst thing is, I got to know everything myself.
You didn't even tell me what was going on.
The only thing that you told me was that there's nothing between you and her.
You don't know how hurtful and heart pain that was.
Till this day, those pics of you and that girl is still very much playing around in my mind.
No one has ever done this to me before.
You gave me hope, you bring me joy, you made me smile...
But there's some else behind all that.
You lied.
You promised me loads but everything is bullshit.
You told her that you wanted me back.
But from what I see, you're pretty much happy with that girl.
Haiz...
So stop saying that you want me back cos that will never happen.
You've already made a huge mistake way before we even got together.
What makes you think that you won't repeat the same thing again if we're already together?
I don't even trust you anymore.
I don't even know you anymore.
You're not the same caring, loving guy i used to know 2 months back...
So please, give it up and move on with your life.
Like I said, the only reason I'm still talking to you right now is cos we're family.
That's all.
Nothing more than that.
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I'm back yawwwwwwwwwwwwwww~
Kk mcm paham. Haha.
Oh my!
I miss Singapore lah siak!
I miss our sun.
YES! SUN!
Brisbane is like pure madness siak the weather.
Fuck siak.
7.7 degrees or something.
But the good thing is, I DIDN'T PERSPIRE!
AT ALL!
hahahahaha.
Gerek pe geng?
Haha.
The people there are like sooo damn friendly.
Though it's a lil bit hard trying to understand them cos of their accent.
Overall, BRISBANE ROCKSSSSSSS!
Oh and I still have a few more pics to upload.
These are from the first 2 days.
I'll upload more after Aunt comes home.
Oh, the Aunt, Uncle & Adek will be coming back tomorrow.
Only me n faizah came home today.
Feeling2 travel on our own lah siol!
HAHAHA!
Oh oh!
There's this Emirates' steward whose name is "idk-what" during our flight there.
OMGOMGOMG! HANDSOMEEEEEE LAH SIOL!
BARANG BAEK SIAKKKKKKKKKKKK! *drooling*
K stop yaya. Stop.
Enjoy the pics lah k?
I'm still shag from the flight home.
I'll upload more pics once i get the cam from Aunt.
(:
Last day in Singapore, 7th June
 All set and ready to leave. (sempat amek gambar lak tu. hehe)  fuck whoever took this fat pic of me.  In daddy's car.  Fuuyoooooo papa! STEP MUDA AR LU GENG! (and that's my shades fyi)  Excited lah kan!  Just look at papa. NAK STEP MAINTAIN HANDSOME JE!
 Granma's "devilish" grandaughters!  GUCCI!
 EH EH FIRDAUS!
 Fir cuak when meeting the family! HAHAHAHA!
 HAHAHAHAHA! Boboy's face UNGLAM 101 siak!  Welcome to the cousins section, Fir!!!!  Idiotic siak!  Checked-in oready liao.  While waiting to check-in to our gate.
 Snapping all the wayyyyy~
 She's the BEST Aunt everrrr~  Waiting to board the plane.
 Camwhore-ed while waiting lor. So long siak!  THAT'S OUR PLANE YAWWWWW~ Emirates Boeing-777
 Excited like hell!  Macam cacat siak kau, dek. HAHAHA  I SWEAR YOU'RE SO NOT FUNNY, KAK!  PLUS, YOU'RE ANNOYING! *bluek*  In the planeeeee~ WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!  Asal muke cramp siak lu?  Our "Friend" thoughout the 7-hours flight.  You're not supposed to take pics in the plane dammit!  Yaya Unglam 101! Siak kau kak!  OMG! You look like HENDRO!  Errr, yeah. That stupid form.  LANDED LIAO! (:  BRISBANE AIRPORT!  peace siol!  While waiting for bus to our hotel. If you notice, we removed my sweater to see who can tahan the winter cold weather. And i swear it's super cold. STEP MACHO SIAK!  Our bathroommmmmmmmmm!!! DAY 1, 8th JuneSHOPPINGGGG~ Beautiful cold morning. This is the view from our balcony. The sun is as hot as Singapore except they have super cold wind. SUPER AWESOME!  Our breakfast!  Our oh-so-favorite Balconyyyyy~  The Lady who brought me along! (:  Got swimming pool sia! (And fyi, the aussies swim at night!)  Morning smelly face. HEH!  View from the balcony.  Our living room which leads to the balcony.  MOS Stereo siak! (I super love this thing)  Idiots In The Morning.  BREAKFAST!  Look at the name of the street, TWINE ST. Might as well change it to SWINE ST siak!  On our way to our fav shopping place, Queen St!!!  Super sunny/cold morning!  Oh! We made friends with this Old Lady.  Parking lot something. Like a coupon thing.  Stress sia their face! Esp the one in the middle. HAH!  QUEEN ST!!!  Best place to shop in Brisbane!  Her new bag!  My new bag! (Ignore the pimple)  We look alike siak!  Shops there.  This guy PENASARAN!  Him again!  I was like,"Adekkkk! Cepat amekkk! Aku maluuu!"  Minah2 Cake!  That's myyyy McDonaldssss~  Cute Aussies found here. HAHA!  Oh my this pizzaaaaaaaaa! SUPER DELISH!  The Aunt & The Uncle.  I just love their cab.  PUKI-S!  Fira step macho carry the trolley!  Shopped for dinner!!!  You ARE a loser!  SnapSnap!  Cute pastries.  What the hell is that siak?  WANTED.  The Uncle!  The Aunt!  PAMPAS! (inside joke)  cold fridge.  smileeeeeeeeeee!  Junkies!  Cashiers!  Unglam again! I super hate candid shots!  All the stuff that we bought. COTTON ON LIAOOOOO!  Tired from all the shopping. But can still camwhore. GIRLS!  There we go again. Otw back to hotel.
 Sunset from our balcony. NICE LIAO! Though it's not that nice here lah.  Preparing dinner!  DINNER!  Jemput makannnnnnn~  Night lorrrr! Oh! They got no nightlife. BORING!  Turtleneck turns Russell Lee! HAHAHAHA! (inside joke)  Disgusting bitch siak Kak!  All ready to go shopping at Queen St again lorrr!  CENSORED  Russell Lee in the front (inside joke lah)  Freezing night.  Smile liao!  Some nice red building.  Hot chocolate. It's super cold.  Fira step off shoulder!  So the loving. (:  I look like a small kid siak!  Their bloody Ambulance! Small siak!  Step cute siak smue! HAHA!  Sleepless night!  Spot my Uncle. HEH! Day 2, 9th JuneMOVIE WORLDDDDDDDDDD~ LOVE top.  LOVE Couple. HEH!  Kakak Swine  Roma Station.  Trainnnn~ Chooo Choooo~  It's an hour ride to Movie World.  Waiting for the train.  UH HUH! 
 Victoria Bridge. I think.  Feeling2 Jambuuuu~  bla!  Blur ar eh?  I think i gained weight!  Our long ride to GOLD COAST, MOVIE WORLDDD~
 I fell in love with that cute guy. HEHE!  Sort of transit to Gold Coast.  GOLD COAST!!!  We were all VOLUNTARILY standing under the sun cos it was sooo damn cold.  Wet 'n' Wild  The Aussies swim, eventhough IT'S WINTERRRRRRRR!  See that long tall thing?  TAAADAAAAA~ It's the Batman Spaceshot! (:  MOVIE WORLDDDDDDDDD~  SUPERMANNNNNNNN~  Spaceshot!  We all don't dare take this ride.  Toilet lah seyyyy~  the shops.  batmannnn~  my carrrr!  Scary ride sia!  TWINS!  (:  Popcorn!  My rideeeeeee!  Halal restaurant!  RIP  Wet Wet Wild!  Super cold!  BUMPER CARRRR!  RIP uncle.  RIP Kakak  RIP Aunt  RIP Fira & Yaya  Charlie & the Chocolate Factory  Step Apek!  FUCKER SLYVESTER COVER MY FACE!  There! BETTER!  Penat sia!  YEAHHHHHHHHHH~  I WANT SHAGGY~ (:  I SUPER REGRET ONCE MY BUTT TOUCH THE SEAT.  SCARY LAH SIAL THIS BATMAN SPACESHOT!  5,4,3,2,1... POOFF!  Tweetyyyyyyy~  Harry Potter Store!  Marilyn Monroe!  Daffyyyy~  BUGS BUNNY!  Cute lah kau!  Scooby Dooby Doooooooooooo~  HE SMILED FOR MY CAMERA!  Shrek!  Batman & Catwoman!  Batman scary sial! Sooooooo big!  Some unknown Disney character!  I want her dressss!  AUSTIN POWERSSSSSSSSSSS!  Shagggyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Babbyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~  You're sooo cute! (:  Catwomen creepy siaaaaaaaa!  Batman's huge. FIERCE SIA!  Austinnnnnnn!  Shrek 4D! Besttttttttttttttttt! Till here k?
I'll update ASAP!
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
♥
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You know what?FUCK YOU.I've had enough seriously.
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There a part of the list
Things that I miss
Things like your funny little laugh, the way you smile,
Or the way we kiss...
I just love this song♥
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edison bby♥
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prawning/dinner/durian talk/almost puke/home
thanks to my 3 sayangssssss~
♥
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So, Fira said she's gonna go watch some band performance at Esplanade. Band as in BAND! I thought it was gonna be some stupid performance and I really thought I was gonna sleep sia. But surprisingly, I got super excited when the thing started. Wanna know why?COS THE BLOODY PERCUSSIONIST AND CLARINETIST DAMN BLOODY FUCKING HOT!!!*fooooooooooooooooyooooooooooooo*SUPER BLOODY HOT!!!OMG!!!And they're from PHILHARMONIC YOUTH WINDS.
I swear they're damn good. And I'm very sure I'm gonna go to such concerts again.
BOYS IN THOSE GEEKY BANDS ARE SUPER DUPER CUTE!!!
(Oh oh, i think that malay(i think) percussionist with those cute glasses which he keeps on removing & that 3rd from left clarinetist are both super f-king damn hot!)
♥
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i ♥ you, mike
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Phuture!Before school reopens.Anybody cancel again i swear i'll kill you.But I still love you guys.*muacks muacks muacks*♥
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You know what I miss so much about you?I miss the way you look at me. I miss the way you hold me when I need a hug, even when I don't need one.
I miss the way you look into my eyes.
I miss the way you kiss my nose & head whenever you send me home.
I miss the way you make me laugh.
I miss your silly flying kiss.
I miss the way you wink and smile at me.
I miss the way you scold me everytime I don't hold on to you on the bike.
I miss the way you help me with the strap of my helmet.
I miss the way you took 2 straws for me everytime I drink.
I miss the way you lie on my lap.
I miss the way you say "I love you"
I miss every single thing about you, except that huge FUCKING mistake that you did.
That's the only thing I don't miss about you.
I don't blame you.
It's fate.
I hate this.
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My Belated 20th Berfdayyyyy!
THIS IS LIKE MY 3RD BERFDAY SURPRISE!
omg!
almost died of heart attack.
too many to update.
Oh, pics all uploaded on FB and Tagged.
Too lazy to upload them here.
(:
Prawning/3RD BERFDAY CAKE/dinner/east coast/geylang tau hue/
shell/CAR BROKE DOWN/called for help/abg came from karaoke/(right)/
supper/punggol end/lepak/I DROVE THE CHEVY!/ joanne freaking out/
car broke down, AGAIN!/called and called but no help/slept/woke up/still stuck/
no help/yaya sleepy/chery depressed/issac super chill/joanne noisy/green snake/
hot weather/no food/no water/felt like fainting/stupid mechanic came/
stuck for 6 bloody hours/left that SWAY place at 12pm.
I SWEAR I'LL NEVER GO TO PUNGGOL END AGAIN!
All in all, this is like the best berfday ever. And of course, memorable.
Thanks guys for everything! I love you three! (:
*mwahhh*
And joanne, no more surprises k?
Haha!
I've had enough surprises on this 20th berfday of mine.
Haha.
THANKS SO SO MUCH, LOVESSS!
♥
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SUPER SURPRISE Ya-Nette's berfday bash!
22nd june !
berfday girl! pohpoh and joanne! mine! kev/youjin! keith's! nette/joanne's pohlee's apparently the waiter dropped our 2KG CHEESECAKE WITH STRAWBERRY TOPPING + OUR NAME ON IT and replaced it with these 2 pathetic cake. PFFTS! make a wish seyyyyyy! i love you all dummies! :p HOI! blow lehhhhhhh! *phooooooooooooooooooooooo* k get ready... GO! (look at nette. hiding behing kevin.BABI) hoiiii! nbcb! berfday girl kena! compare the berfday girl and the advance berfday girl? who kena worse? HMPHK! Oh and aft clean-up, i was freezing cold. FUCK YOU GUYS! damn flat hair due to SABO MANIA!
OH AND ISSAC WONG TOOK FOREVER TO COME FETCH US!
haha.
joking joking!
All, in all, this is the best berfday ever.
THANKS GUYS!
Wo ai ni all!
*mwahhhhhhh*
♥
editted
one more thing happened.
on our way home in the car, joanne suddenly said she wanted to pee and said,
"yaya, i send you up k?"
Oh otay lorrrrrr!
Thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...
I went, "Assalamualaikummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm"
SUDDENLY...
(wah! like movie sia)
FIRAH HOLDING A BOX OF DONUTS WITH CANDLES!!!
(with mama n faizah behind her)
"HAPPY BERFDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUU...
HAPPY BERFDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUUU...
HAPPY BERFDAY KAK YAYA....
HAPPY BERFDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!"
i swear my jaw dropped to the floor!
and joanne was like, "I knew bout this, yaya"
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!
I was like screaching and screaming at the doorstep lorrr!
IDIOT SIA U JOANNE!
same goes to fira n faizah!
THEY BLOODY HELL PLANNED ALL THIS TGT LOR!
WITHOUT ME KNOWING!
Hahahaha.
So, that was my 2nd berfday cake.
I just love everysingle one of you who were involved in my berfday surprise and to all for the all those berfday wishes.
I LOVE YOU ALL!
♥
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OMG!!!
I SWEAR THIS IS LIKE THE BEST BERFDAY EVERRRRRRRRRR!!!
(:
I swear I've never been surprised in my life before!
Hehe.
marina square/the gang/nette's berfday/my berfday eve/Changing Appetite Restaurant/dinner/K-PIANGGGG!!!/stupid waiter DROPPED our berfday cake(CBKIA!)/ replaced by 2 slices of some pathetic cake/berfday cake in our hair/cream on our faces/free ride home/surprise at the doorstep/AGAIN!
THANKS TO:
Joanne
Pohlee
Keith
Youjin
Kevin
Jeanette
Kakak
Adek2
Mama(the door opener)
HAHA!
I'll upload all the pics as soon as Joanne posts it on FB.
omg!
and my berfday is not even today!
IT'S TOMORROWWW!!!
Haha.
Anyway, I'm shag and I'll update everything by tomorrow k?
Nights!
♥
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HAPPY BERFDAY, DONKEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~Hahahahaha!Cheyyyy, somebody 19 liaooooooo!You mati ar later I tell you!Hahahaha.Oh, celebrating this woman's berfday later liao.She's gonna get it from me!*evil laugh*Anyway, lerv you many2 liao. May you be happy growing old hor.WO AI NIIIIIII!!!♥
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I'm having a major headache right at this moment.
Thanks to Adek & Kakak laughing and talking away in the car on our way home.
PENING SIAK KPALE OTAK AKU!
So, anyway, went Johor to tempah baju raye.
Hehe.
Still early right?
I KNOWWWW~
Haha.
Oh oh oh!
My baju raye this year will be kinda like off-white with those gold lace2 thingy for the outer layer. Hehe. We were sooo excited yesterday night that I even sketched out how I want our baju to look like. Haha.
Irritating siak perangai!
Haha.
So anyway, tomorrow Nette's berfday liaooooooooooooooo!!!
WOOHOOOOO~
You mati lah sia tomorrow!
Hahaha.
Dalah, I'm off.
Pening siak kepale otak wa.
Dah Dah.
Byeeeeeeeeeee~
♥
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You are really making me confuse right now. What is it that you really want? I just can't simply let you off destroying your life that way, no. And I was pretty damn sure that it was you whom I was talking to yesterday, not him. So please, stop destroying your life. If I knew this was YOUR way of moving on, then I should have might as well stayed. I hate seeing you in this condition. What is your problem anyway? UGH!!! Please... just stop whatever you're doing to yourself...
Please...
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It's either me or my life just got better.
These past few days daddy has been totally understanding.
TOTALLY!
Hmmm, why eh?
It's weird that he's not his usual strict self.
He said,"I don't mind what you wanna do so long as you know how to look after yourself."
WOW!
That is sooo unlike daddy.
YOU JUST TURNED COOLERRRRRRR, PAPAAAAAAA!!!
Hahahahaha!
But whatever it is, I still love you for who you are, Papa ♥
Errr, duet takmo lupe kasi eh, Pa?
Hehe
♥
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And before I forget,Happy Berfday, Kak Chazzzzz!!!
♥
Movida ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh?
Hahahaha
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OH-KAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
So, Wednesday confirm babe!
WOOHOOOOO~
So guys, make sure everyone confirm by Monday k?
AND TO ISSAC WONG, MAKE SURE YOU DRIVE HOR!
MAKE SURE HOR! :D
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Next wednesdayyyyyyyyyy!!!
♥
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EH 5 MORE DAYS LAH SIALLLLLLLLL!
Excited pe geng?
Haha.
OMG!
Sooo can't wait siak.
(:
Anyway, I've finally watched She's The Man.
Yes, I know slow.
In fact, SLOW NAK MAMPOS!
But omg, the movie, OMG!
That Duke guy is like sooo damn cute.
Bloody moron!
Awkward idiot.
But OMGOMGOMG!
I can't help it but he's sooooooooo adorable!
*Kening naek2*
Otay stop.
Da, I'm off to bed.
Nights gengs!
♥
Oh, and I still love Victoria Beckham♥
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So, met Zan today.
Sent lappy for servicing or whatever you call it.
OH AND ZAN, AKU HAPPY TIAP KALI KAU DA MSK GAJI.
Hahaha!
Hey I can't help it k kalo die nak blanje. Hehe.
BK/ Ming Arcade/ Starbucks/ Asap
WO AI NI ZANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~
♥
Where my party pa- party party pa-party people at?
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*Deep breaths*
Otay, I'm dying.
Seriously.
I HATE SCHOOL VACATIONS!
Ughhhh!
There's nothing to do.
Really!
Thinking of getting a job after the trip.
But after giving it a thought, it's too late.
Anyway, sending lappy for servicing tmr.
Speaker prob.
AGAIN.
At least I have a reason to get out of the house.
Kalo klua tkde pape nak uat pon mendak siolllll.
K da. Tkmo step bbl fanatic.
Hmmm...
And these vacation, THERE'S NOTHING INTERESTING TO BLOG ABOUT!!!
Dalah, carik mknan pon baek.
Night-night darlingsssss~
(:
Oh oh, if only I can have a boy BFF.
♥
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
*laughing my ass off*
See, told you so.
TOLD YOU SOOOOOOOOO~
So now what?
Happy happy lah lagi.
Kan Nenek aku da ckp, sape kalo happy2 sgt nanti last2 die yg nanges.
Ah betol ar tu! :D
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I ♥ VB
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Tidak kah kau tahu sayang
Betapa ku sayang pada mu
Kerna kau insan yang ku cinta untuk selama-lamanya
Tapi disebaliknya apa yang kau berikan padaku
Kasih dan sayangku tiada pilunya di hatiku
Kini kau beruba
Kau tak seperti dulu
Mengapa sayang mengapa engkau jadi begini
Kini aku menyesal menyintaimu
Kerna cintaku dipermainkan secukup-cukupnya
Hampalah hatiku dalam percintaan
Kau membuat ku tidak mahu cinta lagi sayang
Mengapa engkau permainkan cinta yang sudah kita bina
Kini kau da tak sayang lagi
Berterus terang pada ku
Jangan lah engkau menyeksaku
Tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung
Dugaan cinta yang kau beri terhadap diriku
Sakitnya hatiku
Sampainya hatimu
Kau tidak melayan diriku seperti dahulu
Cuba kau rasakan apa yang telah ku rasa
Kini pasti kau juga akan menyesali cintaku
Kini air mata pun mula mengalir
Engkau masih belum berubah engkau tetap sama
Kini aku meminta maaf dengan hatiku dah tertutup
Untuk dirimu oh sayang
Lepaskan aku...
Bebaskan aku...
Pergilah sayang...
Jangan kembali lagi...
Cintaku dipermainkan...
i super love this song♥
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I was surprised when she came to me and talked bout you.
Seriously.
I thought everything was over.
I never wanna get hurt by you again.
She told me everything and she saw everything.
I've got nothing to hide.
I told her every single thing that has been bothering me.
Every single thing.
But right now, everything is just too late.
Too late.
I can't seem to go back to you.
And the worst thing is, I got to know everything myself.
You didn't even tell me what was going on.
The only thing that you told me was that there's nothing between you and her.
You don't know how hurtful and heart pain that was.
Till this day, those pics of you and that girl is still very much playing around in my mind.
No one has ever done this to me before.
You gave me hope, you bring me joy, you made me smile...
But there's some else behind all that.
You lied.
You promised me loads but everything is bullshit.
You told her that you wanted me back.
But from what I see, you're pretty much happy with that girl.
Haiz...
So stop saying that you want me back cos that will never happen.
You've already made a huge mistake way before we even got together.
What makes you think that you won't repeat the same thing again if we're already together?
I don't even trust you anymore.
I don't even know you anymore.
You're not the same caring, loving guy i used to know 2 months back...
So please, give it up and move on with your life.
Like I said, the only reason I'm still talking to you right now is cos we're family.
That's all.
Nothing more than that.
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I'm back yawwwwwwwwwwwwwww~
Kk mcm paham. Haha.
Oh my!
I miss Singapore lah siak!
I miss our sun.
YES! SUN!
Brisbane is like pure madness siak the weather.
Fuck siak.
7.7 degrees or something.
But the good thing is, I DIDN'T PERSPIRE!
AT ALL!
hahahahaha.
Gerek pe geng?
Haha.
The people there are like sooo damn friendly.
Though it's a lil bit hard trying to understand them cos of their accent.
Overall, BRISBANE ROCKSSSSSSS!
Oh and I still have a few more pics to upload.
These are from the first 2 days.
I'll upload more after Aunt comes home.
Oh, the Aunt, Uncle & Adek will be coming back tomorrow.
Only me n faizah came home today.
Feeling2 travel on our own lah siol!
HAHAHA!
Oh oh!
There's this Emirates' steward whose name is "idk-what" during our flight there.
OMGOMGOMG! HANDSOMEEEEEE LAH SIOL!
BARANG BAEK SIAKKKKKKKKKKKK! *drooling*
K stop yaya. Stop.
Enjoy the pics lah k?
I'm still shag from the flight home.
I'll upload more pics once i get the cam from Aunt.
(:
Last day in Singapore, 7th June
All set and ready to leave. (sempat amek gambar lak tu. hehe) fuck whoever took this fat pic of me. In daddy's car. Fuuyoooooo papa! STEP MUDA AR LU GENG! (and that's my shades fyi) Excited lah kan! Just look at papa. NAK STEP MAINTAIN HANDSOME JE!
Granma's "devilish" grandaughters! GUCCI!
EH EH FIRDAUS!
Fir cuak when meeting the family! HAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHA! Boboy's face UNGLAM 101 siak! Welcome to the cousins section, Fir!!!! Idiotic siak! Checked-in oready liao. While waiting to check-in to our gate.
Snapping all the wayyyyy~
She's the BEST Aunt everrrr~ Waiting to board the plane.
Camwhore-ed while waiting lor. So long siak! THAT'S OUR PLANE YAWWWWW~ Emirates Boeing-777
Excited like hell! Macam cacat siak kau, dek. HAHAHA I SWEAR YOU'RE SO NOT FUNNY, KAK! PLUS, YOU'RE ANNOYING! *bluek* In the planeeeee~ WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Asal muke cramp siak lu? Our "Friend" thoughout the 7-hours flight. You're not supposed to take pics in the plane dammit! Yaya Unglam 101! Siak kau kak! OMG! You look like HENDRO! Errr, yeah. That stupid form. LANDED LIAO! (: BRISBANE AIRPORT! peace siol! While waiting for bus to our hotel. If you notice, we removed my sweater to see who can tahan the winter cold weather. And i swear it's super cold. STEP MACHO SIAK! Our bathroommmmmmmmmm!!! DAY 1, 8th JuneSHOPPINGGGG~Beautiful cold morning. This is the view from our balcony. The sun is as hot as Singapore except they have super cold wind. SUPER AWESOME! Our breakfast! Our oh-so-favorite Balconyyyyy~ The Lady who brought me along! (: Got swimming pool sia! (And fyi, the aussies swim at night!) Morning smelly face. HEH! View from the balcony. Our living room which leads to the balcony. MOS Stereo siak! (I super love this thing) Idiots In The Morning. BREAKFAST! Look at the name of the street, TWINE ST. Might as well change it to SWINE ST siak! On our way to our fav shopping place, Queen St!!! Super sunny/cold morning! Oh! We made friends with this Old Lady. Parking lot something. Like a coupon thing. Stress sia their face! Esp the one in the middle. HAH! QUEEN ST!!! Best place to shop in Brisbane! Her new bag! My new bag! (Ignore the pimple) We look alike siak! Shops there. This guy PENASARAN! Him again! I was like,"Adekkkk! Cepat amekkk! Aku maluuu!" Minah2 Cake! That's myyyy McDonaldssss~ Cute Aussies found here. HAHA! Oh my this pizzaaaaaaaaa! SUPER DELISH! The Aunt & The Uncle. I just love their cab. PUKI-S! Fira step macho carry the trolley! Shopped for dinner!!! You ARE a loser! SnapSnap! Cute pastries. What the hell is that siak? WANTED. The Uncle! The Aunt! PAMPAS! (inside joke) cold fridge. smileeeeeeeeeee! Junkies! Cashiers! Unglam again! I super hate candid shots! All the stuff that we bought. COTTON ON LIAOOOOO! Tired from all the shopping. But can still camwhore. GIRLS! There we go again. Otw back to hotel.
Sunset from our balcony. NICE LIAO! Though it's not that nice here lah. Preparing dinner! DINNER! Jemput makannnnnnn~ Night lorrrr! Oh! They got no nightlife. BORING! Turtleneck turns Russell Lee! HAHAHAHA! (inside joke) Disgusting bitch siak Kak! All ready to go shopping at Queen St again lorrr! CENSORED Russell Lee in the front (inside joke lah) Freezing night. Smile liao! Some nice red building. Hot chocolate. It's super cold. Fira step off shoulder! So the loving. (: I look like a small kid siak! Their bloody Ambulance! Small siak! Step cute siak smue! HAHA! Sleepless night! Spot my Uncle. HEH! Day 2, 9th JuneMOVIE WORLDDDDDDDDDD~LOVE top. LOVE Couple. HEH! Kakak Swine Roma Station. Trainnnn~ Chooo Choooo~ It's an hour ride to Movie World. Waiting for the train. UH HUH!
Victoria Bridge. I think. Feeling2 Jambuuuu~ bla! Blur ar eh? I think i gained weight! Our long ride to GOLD COAST, MOVIE WORLDDD~
I fell in love with that cute guy. HEHE! Sort of transit to Gold Coast. GOLD COAST!!! We were all VOLUNTARILY standing under the sun cos it was sooo damn cold. Wet 'n' Wild The Aussies swim, eventhough IT'S WINTERRRRRRRR! See that long tall thing? TAAADAAAAA~ It's the Batman Spaceshot! (: MOVIE WORLDDDDDDDDD~ SUPERMANNNNNNNN~ Spaceshot! We all don't dare take this ride. Toilet lah seyyyy~ the shops. batmannnn~ my carrrr! Scary ride sia! TWINS! (: Popcorn! My rideeeeeee! Halal restaurant! RIP Wet Wet Wild! Super cold! BUMPER CARRRR! RIP uncle. RIP Kakak RIP Aunt RIP Fira & Yaya Charlie & the Chocolate Factory Step Apek! FUCKER SLYVESTER COVER MY FACE! There! BETTER! Penat sia! YEAHHHHHHHHHH~ I WANT SHAGGY~ (: I SUPER REGRET ONCE MY BUTT TOUCH THE SEAT. SCARY LAH SIAL THIS BATMAN SPACESHOT! 5,4,3,2,1... POOFF! Tweetyyyyyyy~ Harry Potter Store! Marilyn Monroe! Daffyyyy~ BUGS BUNNY! Cute lah kau! Scooby Dooby Doooooooooooo~ HE SMILED FOR MY CAMERA! Shrek! Batman & Catwoman! Batman scary sial! Sooooooo big! Some unknown Disney character! I want her dressss! AUSTIN POWERSSSSSSSSSSS! Shagggyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Babbyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~ You're sooo cute! (: Catwomen creepy siaaaaaaaa! Batman's huge. FIERCE SIA! Austinnnnnnn! Shrek 4D! Besttttttttttttttttt! Till here k?
I'll update ASAP!
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
♥
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