I'm Yayayayayaya.
My alter ego is Cara Degen.
20. Design Student. NAFA.
I'm loud and tiny.
I blog bout everything.
Joanne!|
Apiss!|
Fiza!|
Faizah!|
Fira|
Joey!|
Chery!|
By month:
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
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 I was surprised when she came to me and talked bout you.
Seriously.
I thought everything was over.
I never wanna get hurt by you again.
She told me everything and she saw everything.
I've got nothing to hide.
I told her every single thing that has been bothering me.
Every single thing.
But right now, everything is just too late.
Too late.
I can't seem to go back to you.
And the worst thing is, I got to know everything myself.
You didn't even tell me what was going on.
The only thing that you told me was that there's nothing between you and her.
You don't know how hurtful and heart pain that was.
Till this day, those pics of you and that girl is still very much playing around in my mind.
No one has ever done this to me before.
You gave me hope, you bring me joy, you made me smile...
But there's some else behind all that.
You lied.
You promised me loads but everything is bullshit.
You told her that you wanted me back.
But from what I see, you're pretty much happy with that girl.
Haiz...
So stop saying that you want me back cos that will never happen.
You've already made a huge mistake way before we even got together.
What makes you think that you won't repeat the same thing again if we're already together?
I don't even trust you anymore.
I don't even know you anymore.
You're not the same caring, loving guy i used to know 2 months back...
So please, give it up and move on with your life.
Like I said, the only reason I'm still talking to you right now is cos we're family.
That's all.
Nothing more than that.
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I was surprised when she came to me and talked bout you.
Seriously.
I thought everything was over.
I never wanna get hurt by you again.
She told me everything and she saw everything.
I've got nothing to hide.
I told her every single thing that has been bothering me.
Every single thing.
But right now, everything is just too late.
Too late.
I can't seem to go back to you.
And the worst thing is, I got to know everything myself.
You didn't even tell me what was going on.
The only thing that you told me was that there's nothing between you and her.
You don't know how hurtful and heart pain that was.
Till this day, those pics of you and that girl is still very much playing around in my mind.
No one has ever done this to me before.
You gave me hope, you bring me joy, you made me smile...
But there's some else behind all that.
You lied.
You promised me loads but everything is bullshit.
You told her that you wanted me back.
But from what I see, you're pretty much happy with that girl.
Haiz...
So stop saying that you want me back cos that will never happen.
You've already made a huge mistake way before we even got together.
What makes you think that you won't repeat the same thing again if we're already together?
I don't even trust you anymore.
I don't even know you anymore.
You're not the same caring, loving guy i used to know 2 months back...
So please, give it up and move on with your life.
Like I said, the only reason I'm still talking to you right now is cos we're family.
That's all.
Nothing more than that.
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